Don't worry

It's mid April. A lot has been going on and at the
same time, a lot hasn't changed. Wasting time
on reflection really won't do much except
make me cringe, but it's something I have to do.
Remember all of the things that made you feel
certain ways. Plus or Minus. Remember all of the
people that changed how you saw things. Now look
back a couple of years. Did things change much?
probably and definitely. Don't worry too much.
You can put it behind you and eventually grow.
It'll just take some time and it won't be easy.
Please just get focused. It's only a few months
until you'll get out.