non-titled

Surprisingly, it hasn't been that bad of a slope yet.
Maybe I'm just expecting less.
It definitely hasn't been easy.
Will it only get steeper and darker from here on? who knows
I really don't want to deal with it.
it's like driving another nail into a coffin.
We'll see what happens, as time progresses.
Let's make a crown of gold, a heart that's
harder than stone. it hurts a whole lot
but it's missed when it's gone.




















Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
let's hope that as time goes
we can forget.

guess what

i don't know what to guess about.
it hurts

IF you only knew pt deux

Ah, if you only knew my intentions and if you only knew
how it shimmers and gleams. If you only knew the inner
most being of one, being an individual and still integrate
into the masses. If you only knew that this medium was the message.
The message that's been sent was only to be received with a notion
of dismay. That message has been shot as we tend to shoot the
messenger. If the messenger only knew that there would be no
safety net, no attachment to this reality. If the messenger
only knew to look away and run, rather than face itself
and be captivated by the sinking actuality of this confinement.
If you only knew.

If you only knew

If you only knew how much this meant to me.

green eggs and ham is not the same as green legs and spam.

Today, before I went to first period, I saw a carton of chocolate milk spilled onto the hallway floor and it inspired me to take a picture. Unfortunately, I did not have my camera at school.That image of spilled milk made me think about all of the pictures I've taken. My photography teacher from junior year once told me that he brought a camera with him, wherever he went.....and he meant wherever. I remember right after he gave me that advice, I started bring my simple point and shoot canon camera wherever I went. Luckily, one day after school, I was able to take a beautiful picture of a dragonfly lying motionless upon a concrete street. I guess what I'm trying to say.....is that I'm glad I saw that carton of chocolate milk today. I also forgot to mention, one of my friends named Amar was taking a video recording of himself all throughout the day, so that he could enter to a scholarship called A day in the life. I'm sure that whoever is reading this note, has seen the stop motion video of a man taking a picture of himself everyday for about six years. It's good to know that people love simplicity as much as complexity.

Say!
I like green eggs and ham!
I do! I like them, Sam-I-am!
And I would eat them in a boat.
And I would eat them with a goat...

And I will eat them in the rain.
And in the dark. And on a train.
And in a car. And in a tree.

So I will eat them in a box.
And I will eat them with a fox.
And I will eat them in a house.
And I will eat them with a mouse.
And I will eat them here and there.
Say! I will eat them ANYWHERE!

Anything and Everything

I want to be prepared and ready for Your will.
I want to give Anything and Everything to You.
Allow me to have that heart.

this road

leads to destruction.