Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Life

Life is a weird word. Things are going very well for me right now. I'm truly thankful for everything in my life. Sure...there are times when I just want to take a break. I want to relax, and forget about school, friends, church, and family....but I don't have to. Ever since I went to six flags, everything's been sort of falling into place for me. Things are really looking up. Even when I get stressed out, it isn't as bad as before. Couple months ago, I'd be going crazy and like yelling 24/7. Right now, I just relax and think things through. I get my stuff done. I don't really complain anymore. I'm really hoping that my attitude will remain the same all throughout the school year. Junior year is tough, but I'm hoping to get through it with no problems. As for friends....I can honestly say that I trust no one. Within the school circle, maybe two or three have my complete trust, but that's it. I'm tired of all the fake attitudes and friendships. Who cares what people think? When they talk behind your back, are they really worth trying to stay friends with? In the long run, NONE of them are going to try and maintain the friendship. Maybe 1 out of 100 will, but that's it. Find people who care about you and who accept you as you are. It might sound hella cliche, but it's true. You can ignore my ranting about friends, since I have a very personal experience from it. God provides. that's all I'm going to say.

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