Word

the youth group had a lock-in on friday. It was a really good
time to get focused on my own walk, my priorities, and my
goals. Bonding time was also pretty fun. Hope to get more
in before I leave yg.

It reprimands me

It's May. It's almost time for school to be over! I really can't believe
that.....class of '09 is graduating. It really seems like yesterday
that I was in 7th grade, meeting joey kao-ster and telling him
I could windmill. hahahahahha I'm really going to miss this class.
I'll update more when i feel like it.

YO MIC CHECK

side note - none but jesus en C

YO

be happy. don't worry. be happy.

take it easy chancho.
enjoy this week, relax, and listen.

It's time.

It's time to grow up. I guess it's hard to accept that everyone
is immature at times. At least for me, it's been tough to really
see people for who they are, rather than how they act around each
other. I miss you. I hope you're taking care of yourself.

too late

Yup. you might have regrets and wish things were different, but
in the end, it's always too late. Too late to change, and too
late to get things back to how they were. P.S the world doesn't
revolve around you....so stop thinking that you don't deserve
what you get. Your actions, Your mistakes, Your consequences.

Control.

What happens when you let certain emotions take over
in a situation? Maybe, you'll let fear take control
and maybe you'll be the one to walk away without
getting an apology that you deserve. Maybe you'll
let anger take control and, just maybe, you'll
finally take a stand for what you've been holding in
for such a long time. Maybe, you'll just have no emotion
at all, just let it all go. When you work so hard for something,
and see it all go to waste...it's always painful to see.
You can call it your mistake, and then realize it as a regret,
or you can bottle it up and just forget it ever happened.
Either way, you'll learn something, and it'll probably come
back to haunt you....but that's to the extreme. Let things
just go how they're supposed to flow.