Only You

Lately, time has been going by very quickly.
I've been over analyzing too many things, and I haven't
had the time to really just sit down and think.
It feels like I've been a part of the audience, rather
than participating in a lot of things. When something
happens and I choose to just watch, I can only feel useless
and wait for the next event to occur. When I feel like
doing something, I think that I'd probably end up making the
problem worse...so I'd rather not help out at all. When there
aren't words to say, would you just come up with words that
have no real meaning? I personally think that silence and patience
would be more helpful in a situation, rather than just being fake
and trying to say meaningless words that won't really have much effect.
Since I'd rather just stay silent and let whatever pass on, people don't
really see me as the helping type in certain situations. When people
don't want to talk to you, shouldn't you just leave it at that?
I guess, I'm over analyzing whatever I'm talking about.
It won't make much sense to you, so let's move on.















I always learn something huge, around this time of year. I learn from
past mistakes and huge regrets. Since there isn't much you can do about
either of them, you just have to learn your lesson and move on.
I guess I screwed up a lot this year, but no one's perfect.
I guess by saying no one's perfect...it's been overused.
Now, what I mean by overused, is like saying "I love you"
or "Sorry" so many times, that it loses it's original meaning.
No one's perfect. It's so true, and yet so many people use it
as an excuse. Pretty sad to think about.

backtrack

spring break is over, but it's cool. I needed a break.

mission peak?

Since it's break now, I can update on what you've been missing out on.
Not much....Just enjoying the free time that I have, and not doing
a lot of work. Been playing basketball with Bronas Bros, and today
we went hiking to Mission Peak at 6am. Well..... we woke up at 5:30-5:40 ish
and met Jlee's at mission peak. We started around 7, got to the top around
8:45 ish. We took most of the shortcuts, including one that was very
very.... rocky and unpleasant. Besides that, we had a lot of fun, took
some cool pictures, and recorded videos...but those won't be up since
it takes youtube FOREVER to upload a stupid video. Don't really have other
plans for spring break, except head out to the movies and hopefully fish
on thursday. That will be the highlight of my break. Enjoy the pictures
we have taken.